Some thoughts

Ever felt alone even though you in a crowd or with friends?

I have been getting a lot of that lately and sometimes I really wonder whether it would be better for me to just be alone instead. At least the loneliness will not be so acute and I will not be so painfully aware of it.

At least, it does not feel like I am the gooseberry or the odd one out. I don't have to sit it out even though it may be excrutiatingly painful to be there, even though it is kinda obvious that I really should not.