Heal myself before healing the world

Yesterday, one of my friends sms-ed me and asked me how I was and whether I was actually too busy dating.

Well, I think I have passed the stage of thinking about dating. Just want to concentrate on living and surviving for the moment. Luckily for me (and perhaps not so luckily for my friends), I still have some single friends left whom I can hang out with.

In fact, I am helping them at their terrarium stall at the Singapore Biennale at the Old Kallang Airport. This in itself keeps me pretty occupied. Plus, I have started my hatha yoga lessons as well at the Community Club. It is greatly therapeutic. That, combined with my aerobics dance class, is taking up most of my time already.

I really need to learn to channel the right energy to the right places. Actually, while walking home from the town centre one day, I suddenly came upon this realisation as to how brittle my soul was and how I had these many deep set, buried issues that I need to dig out and throw away.


I suppose I need to continue to heal myself in a different way. Even though many of my friends have gotten attached and/or are getting married, I should re-learn to be with myself and just be happy by myself. After all, I used to do that a lot, didn't I?

Hmm....I think I am in that kind of space again. But this time, I am going to face it head on. Puzzled? Don't be, coz I think only I can understand all this gibberish :)

Good day!